Updates 6/9/10

Well, where do I start. There is so much stuff going on in my life right now that I can barely contain my.........well, lets say destructive tendencies.

The latest update that I have is in my general all around happiness part of my life. I just found out on 6/7/10 around 8pm that my step sister might be moving in with us and that she gets to live in my room. Keep in mind that this is my long lost step sister that never really gave a shit about any of us unless she wanted something. And I find it particularly funny that she suddenly wants to come back into our lives after close to eight years and no contact. Oh yeah, I can't forget the part that she wants to be a vet and go to Tech, she was not job nor a drivers license nor money for school. Right off the bat, I called BULLSHIT. This girl never gave a crap about any of us. I sent her a letter the day that her mother and step-fathers funerals were held telling her that if she needed me as a big sister that I would have her back, cell phone number included on the letter and she never called me at all. Plus, my step-dad relinquished all rights to her when she was born. So, if she came back he couldn't claim her on taxes or get her insurance. Or could he?

So, the point is she is moving in and there is nothing I can do about it but watch my step-dad get hurt again when she decides that she wants to leave. I have to clean up my stuff and have it out of my room by the beginning of next week. I need to rent a storage device to put all my stuff in, either that or my parents will throw it out.

Okay, next update. Well, I got yelled at several times today about cleaning my room. They wanted me to not do my college summer work and clean up my room. I did my college work anyway cause I would rather not fail my classes again.

Oh and I got yelled at for calling my grandmother about how there is no food in the house for me to eat and the fact that my step sister is taking my room. I, apparently, am out of the house if I ever call my grandmother again. And that upsets me cause she is the only one in my family that is on my side.

So, my stress levels are increasing and my depression is worsening. Great! I guess tomorrow I am going to talk to my sister about how she feels about the she devil moving in and blog about it later.